K del.

I smell you on my clothes.. I feel gross.

Sour Candy

I didn’t think I could be so confused about one thing this much. And to have you stand there be normal isn’t normal at all. Not to me, and not to you. I remember when we used to talk about the people in our lives. We used to have conversations about anything, and we used to be so understanding of each other. Things have changed, and I’ve dealt with it already. Now that I’m beginning to show any slight sign of moving on, you are there, once again, with your playful eyes, and your amazing smile. You begin to show your jealousy, and you try and win me over. It used to work all the time, and I’m not going to sit here and pretend like it didn’t, because it was very obvious at the time that it did. I’m beginning to start over, finally, and I don’t appreciate your games everywhere. I know you’re doing this on purpose. I suppose you need me in a way because no one will be there waiting for you when you get fucked over by your one-week girls. I won’t be picking up the pieces. I won’t be that girl anymore. And I hope you realize that, because I finally did.

Is it fixed? I think so, but then again...that's what I say everytime.

Well, To Answer Your Question (Taken by Ahleeza)

To answer the question, “Who are you”, it’s kind of hard to come up with a good answer. But I suppose that would be the pure beauty of it. I don’t know who I am right now, and that little girl I used to be just wishes she was out here playing.

I am transitioning into someone people will eventually look up to, which is oddly frightening and humbling at the same time. I am becoming someone that I, myself would never have imagined to be. In a good way, self-discovering happens everyday. The little things I do and say make me the person I am.

I suppose you can say that I am a little bit of every person that surrounds me. I wouldn’t doubt it. I am influenced (whether it be good or bad) by people who I call, “the wonders of my world” (yes I took this from an Adele song). And I guess even the people you see once in your life impact you, even if it is in the smallest fraction.

But to be literal, I am a little girl. I am easily confused by words that are slangish. I invest way too much of my time in technology and music. I never focus in school, which is why I find it so fun. I am a lover, a sister, a daughter, a friend, and most importantly, someone that will have an impact on someone else someday, somehow. I am a bitch, but I am also one of the nicest people you will meet. I am, I guess, you, and her, and him, and me, and all of them in between.